Thursday, August 29, 2019

Why I'm silent today

I guess, today will mark the day that I'll cease talking to you. Because lately, I've noticed that, you're angry whenever I talked to you. Regardless of anything. It will ended up as a quarrel. So I guess it's best if I just stop talking and only speak when necessary. It is sad you know, not being able to share things with you or just talk carelessly about anything. You know, I'm a chatty and cheerful person. But the moment I'm silent, I'll become a somber and cold person. That's just who I am.
At work, I just live the way I wanna live. At home, I want to be your best. But then, undeniably, I lost to your handphone and it hurts when I talk to you, you ended up being angry. So I guess, it's best for me to be silent. I'll just share my thoughts here, and assume I'm talking to you. Just like the old times. I might be strong and strict at work, yet I just need you to love me at home. But if all these only resulted in relentless quarrel, thus it best for me to just keep it all inside me.
Thanx for once being the person I love.