A wife's feelings part 3

To be honest, I guess a separation is inevitable. I feel a mixture of feelings. I can't determine which one is the strongest feelings yet one thing I know,that my feelings towards you starts fading. I don't feel the excitement and the adoration towards you anymore. What I feel is just blank. To the point that, I can't get angry anymore. And maybe I just don't want to care anymore. Improving and repairing a relationship is tiring. And I do feel that faking this whole relationship feels much more easier than really experiencing it. I used to love you so much to the point of I can't think of not living without you. Yet  now, I just feel that I'm a burden to you that you had to bear. Just be patient ok. I'll let you go when the time comes.

Stupid Little Me

Wellllll....
I really have to give it to her. So be it. 😏 I don't want to care because caring hurts so much. It's okay. Ehhh sikkan sik rasa something suspicious kan. Suddenly ngkah minyak wangi ya dalam bilik, then sleepy. I'm not indicating ada ilmu halus or what eventho kita sikpat deny perkara ya but then, niat ya Sik mustahil ada. Sik apa, kmk just give up jak dalam relationship tok. Cukup umur anak2, they'll be with me ok. I won't burden you. ☺️