To be honest, I guess a separation is inevitable. I feel a mixture of feelings. I can't determine which one is the strongest feelings yet one thing I know,that my feelings towards you starts fading. I don't feel the excitement and the adoration towards you anymore. What I feel is just blank. To the point that, I can't get angry anymore. And maybe I just don't want to care anymore. Improving and repairing a relationship is tiring. And I do feel that faking this whole relationship feels much more easier than really experiencing it. I used to love you so much to the point of I can't think of not living without you. Yet now, I just feel that I'm a burden to you that you had to bear. Just be patient ok. I'll let you go when the time comes.
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