A wife's feelings 4

I suspected my husband read this. Or anyone who close with him. But, what the heck. The thing is, I'm being honest. That's all. 10 year long marriage, a lot happens. The only thing is, I won't betray this marriage. That's why I opted for a divorce if the situation calls for it. At least I left with some dignity. Adultery is shameful. I've seen it happens and I must make sure I doesn't do it. We had a long discussion this week. About us. About divorce. About how I feel. I feel guilty separating him from his family. I dislike his brother for looking down on him. Don't mistake me, his brother is kind and cares about my husband. But considering that he always thought that my husband remains static in his life journey irritates me. Why can't people see that my husband and I actually just a normal husband and wife regardless of our job? And now I really dislike those young women who coveted him. Sakit hati